Archive for March 24th, 2005
No Title, thanks.
So today I just feel like writing. I don’t care if anybody reads it, I don’t care if there are any comments posted about it, I just want to write because this stuff is giving me a headache keeping it in.
So a good friend of mine said to me 2 days ago that she wanted to be more then friends. Now for most single guys, you would think this would be great; Good friends is a great foundation for a good relationship.
However there is one catch: I don’t DO relationships. I don’t commit because I simply am not boyfriend material. I know it sounds weird coming from me, but it’s true. I don’t fair well with trusting people and opening up. The whole emotion thing is forign to me. You know when a guy’s longest relationship was two weeks, it’s not the best of signs.
Now, knowing that and trying to tell the friend is a whole new story. As anybody reading this would know, women feel more in emotions then men do, it’s a proven fact. When a women sets her heart to something, that is the everything. And to be a guy in that situation, it sucks.
So now our friendship is in shambles, she doesn’t want to talk to me for atleast a week and my sources say that she’s really torn up about this. I just wish it was different. I mean I really care about her, but a relationship? Can I commit? Fuck, I don’t know. God I hate when women suffer.
